Its over between me & eein . He wants to give his ex a chance and i have nothing more to say . 3 weeks , nak dekat sampai 1 monthsary ): I cried like hell yesterday , even broke down during crew training today .
I'd like to thank my bestgirls for being there for me , to make sure i mantain being strong : IrahTween , Myra , NanaStar , Zierah , ZanaGeegee , Ayu , NicoleHolmie . And thanks to you bestboys : Alep , FaridAmpai , Fazz , Yat , Matsha ( although smlm tak bilang cite btol2 . ) , Shawal ( altho kau irritating cb . HAHAH )
If i forgot anyone , tell me (:
And so , to eein . I knew this was gonna happen . Predicted so . But i didn't know it was coming so soon . Didn't have time to prepare myself for this heartbreak . I bloodyhell loved you , only to have you giving your ex a chance after she made you a fool . Maybe somethings really weren't meant to be . In fact , for me to move on , I know i can . Because this time , i was really a substitute for that immature girlfriend of yours . Last long , you may have stepped on my heart . But i know i'm strong inside . Strong inside to move on . rather than to cling on to whatever pieces left behind . I'm staying friends just for the sake of our crew . Like what zana & irah said , you didn't think about my feelings . And there i was , being the lovesick fool . I may have shed tears for you yesterday , and today . But no more shall fall because of you . I'm moving on . I gotta be strong . Just so you know , you taught me the lesson i could never learn . This is the sixth time , and i've woken up . Guys like you are just gonna have to try more harder from now onwards to step on my heart once again . Eein , i may still love you . But , really , i think , i just USED TO LOVE you now . I've gotta be strong , letting go isn't gonna be easy . But i know i can forget all the damage you've caused . Thanks for the past 3 weeks going 1 month . But i don't want it back anymore .
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Me & zana had a great chat pasal jantan sial .
Zana geegee{!} says: *hmmms *pantat lah nie jantan'funfare pe gini macam *he give th other gal a chance then what bout u sia ☮ ємyℓια αℓєxιs ∂σмιηιcαηα ' , кєяαωιѕкα ; FRESHRIOT ! says: *hmmm .gyeah . ape nak buat . *haiyoo . Zana geegee{!} says: *hmmms *i know its hard to ferrget him *but still u need to move on *coz even u macam gini,i dunt even think he will care *u will be just wasting ur precious time ☮ ємyℓια αℓєxιs ∂σмιηιcαηα ' , кєяαωιѕкα ; FRESHRIOT ! says: *hais . guess so too . asal jantan nak bikin macam gini ? semua mintak kenna potongkan konek sia . seriously . Zana geegee{!} says: *tu lah *its easy ferr guys tuh buat gini macam ☮ ємyℓια αℓєxιs ∂σмιηιcαηα ' , кєяαωιѕкα ; FRESHRIOT ! says: *kimak . dorg fikir ape siak . pmpn untuk pijak kepale pe . meh ah sini , pijak lagi , tengok kau ade father's day tak /. *( mampos . emy dah start ngan prangai minah . terbukak . HAHAHHA ) Zana geegee{!} says: *ahahah *lols *tu lah *da kene baru tawu *hakkduissh! ☮ ємyℓια αℓєxιs ∂σмιηιcαηα ' , кєяαωιѕкα ; FRESHRIOT ! says: *HAHAA ! Confirm sedaaaaaaaaaap giler nye . tak bleyh goncang lagy . alala , kesian dorg . dah potongkan bawah , kite pkai gam glue satu pisang kat sane bagi monyet makan .
Sorry , i just had to be so minah-ish earlier . But really , its annoying . F GUYS WHO ONLY KNOW HOW TO HURT GIRLS . REALLY .
xoxo . this dominicana is strong (:
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That Chika ,
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Better known as Emylia Dewi Kerawiska to some (:
One year older every 17/05 . Single But Currently Unavailable
I'm that mixed blooded hippiebitch with the attitude and swagger .
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