My favourite from the shoot with haikal , rizal & joellen . Had fun . but the past two days were filled with turbulence . i kept breaking down in tears that didn't want to stop . I had to smile on my face and i had no hope in my heart . Today , i even broke down in tears during class . i'm such a softie . And yet , even after crying , my heart did not feel lighter .
After school , met joellen & haikal at the library . broke down again , but everything was okay in the end . Haikal went to book in , and me & joellen had a awesome time at IMM . Yes , we made up . No use fighting . An eye for an eye just makes the whole world blind . So yes . And haikal , you'd better keep that promise as a bestfriend .
Things keep hurting me , and i don't know whats up with me . I have become so weak recently , i keep breaking down . My soul feels so damaged , my heart feels like someone had just stabbed it countless times . I have no words to linger . No warmth to give . I feel so hopeless & just such a failure .
God , give me strength , i know i am strong . I need my esteem & my soul back . I know i can get back on my feet .
I just need time . Time heals all wounds , right ? I hope so .
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That Chika ,
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